Waiting with Hope – Christian Pregnancy Loss & Infertility Journal (KJV) | Printable PDF

A gentle place to bring your heart to God after losing a baby, or in the long wait for one.

Maybe you lost a baby. Maybe you have been waiting a long time. Maybe both. This journal will not try to fix you, and it will not give you easy answers. It is a quiet, honest place to cry, remember, pray and breathe.

The Bible is full of people who cried out to God. Hannah wept and poured out her soul. David asked, "How long?" Jesus wept. Your tears are allowed here.

Go slowly. There is no schedule. Start in the part that fits your heart today, and skip anything you are not ready for.

WHAT'S INSIDE (47 PAGES)

• "If Today Is Very Hard" page, with a place to write the people you can call
• Part One, I Lost a Baby: remembrance pages (name, dates, what you want to remember, all optional), a keepsake page, a letter to your baby, and 7 devotions
• Part Two, I'm Waiting for a Baby: "Where I Am in the Wait," "What I'm Carrying," and 7 devotions
• Part Three, For Every Heart: 7 more devotions (21 in all, each with a KJV verse, a short reading, writing lines and a prayer)
• Lament prayers, plus a page to write your own lament
• 2 letters to God
• What helped and what hurt
• How to ask for what I need (with kind words you can borrow)
• Hard days planner and "My Plan for a Hard Day" (due dates, Mother's Day, baby showers and more)
• A page to share with your partner
• Small good things
• Printing tips, license and a closing blessing

WHO IT'S FOR

Christian women grieving a miscarriage, stillbirth or infant loss, women in the long wait of infertility, and anyone walking with a friend through it. A thoughtful gift from a friend, sister, mom or church group.

GOOD TO KNOW

Digital download only. No physical item is shipped. Print at home or at a print shop. US Letter and A4. Works on a tablet in GoodNotes or any PDF app.

This journal is for your heart and your faith. It is not medical advice. Please talk with your doctor about your body and your health. If you are in crisis in the U.S., call or text 988.

CLASSROOM & CHURCH USE

A classroom license is included. One leader may print copies for one group they lead (for example a church grief group, women's small group or care ministry), up to 30 people, when the order receipt shows "Classroom License." For a whole church, email hello@godintentions.org.

Please note: Scripture is from the King James Version (KJV). Every verse is quoted word for word.

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